As this year comes to a close I am finding myself very nolstagic. 2013 has not been the best of years. Up to date it has been the worst year of my life. I am in the middle of a divorce that is yet final. I lost my mother at the end of October. Even though she had been ill, her death was unexpected. I have been fighting an antibiotic resistant staff infection since April. This infection has zapped any energy I had and I had high hopes it would be gone by the end of the year. I am losing my home and have no idea where I am going to live except for the town. Granted this year could have been a lot worse and I am thankful for all the blessings my family and myself have been given. My dad and I were able to go to the family Christmas for the first time in a long time. We just got back or I would have liked to go out tonight. Especially as I am feeling very much alone tonight.Most of my friends have dealt with or are dealing with similar problems. Most of my close friends have experienced a death to someone in the family. No time is good, but it's more keenly felt over the Holidays.
Even though 2014 has many changes coming up, I am hoping and praying it is a good year for all of us. As the saying goes, what doesn't kill us makes us stronger. I wish all my family and friends God's best for the New Year!!
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