OK, I'm going to warn you now this one is going to be WAY out there. I normally don't write about some of the things that pop into my head because I don't like to seem odd, but what the hell.
I have been watching Grey's Anatomy. Yeah I know, like my hair, I'm usually behind the curve. I didn't start watching this until last year so I am just catching up to this season. I'm at the point where Izzy is being treated for melanoma. This is the same kind of cancer I had and one of the things she said caught my attention. She stated she had tactile hallucinations. Hallucinations she could touch and feel. Heck, she even had sex with hers. Soooooo I was thinking wouldn't it be sort of cool, that all this crap I have been going through was a tactile hallucination? Well, it would if you take away the part that means the cancer spread to the brain.
How cool would it be that I am living a hallucination and the real me is out there living a wonderful life with my husband and family? And that all this pain and suffering is one big friggin hallucination. Now I don't have any dead boyfriends that could come back but I'm sure I would be having a lot more fun than I am now. Maybe in my real life I'm a Victoria's Secret model and I am doing a shoot on an exotic island. Well if someone can come up with a better one let me know!
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